I just don't wanna get into details because it'll just shatter my heart into pieces. But even though, I have a tough life ever since childhood, I didn't blame my parents. Well, once, I did blame my father. And it's his drunk effing ass attitude provoked my sharp tongue. But I learned to understand that by only providing us education was their only way to show their responsibility and love as our parents. Think of this, I never had a chance to have a phone, camera or any other stuff (especially "luho", LOL) from my parents. They just worked and still working hard for our diplomas.
Fast forward to maturity, ugh, college life I mean, was an eye-opener to the real world. Studying in a state university was like living hell, seeing different faces from different social classes but with similar economic situation for sure. I'll give you my middle fingers if you say you're from a state university but you're well off. Well, hello? Okay, so I can set UP aside since it is now a semi-private. But who would want to go and study in a school with poor quality of facilities, system as well as the education itself if you have 40k for private schools? So these things made me realized the truth and realities - how hard life is. And that I'm not the lonely girl in this planet getting through these hardships and struggles. In fact, I'm with this 99% of our population getting fucked up by LIFE.
Just recently, I've turned into a monster and started hating everything and everyone. IDK why but you can see I'm always desperate clinching all the good and positive vibes coz I wanna run away from this negativity. To please rescue me and help me keep my hopes. OMFG.
Just recently, I've turned into a monster and started hating everything and everyone. IDK why but you can see I'm always desperate clinching all the good and positive vibes coz I wanna run away from this negativity. To please rescue me and help me keep my hopes. OMFG.
